What to do?

To tired to think or see,
stay up wondering who i will be.
So many options go through my mind,
but none of them are what i want to find.
Everyone has life figured out,
I’m still learning what it’s about.
I see people every single day,
some sad, some happy, and some just wanting to play.
I’m not so sure what i am,
I’m shocked i still show up on cam.
What am I suppose to do? I honestly have no clue

By Saracena54